I'm on a mission for complete healing. Carrying the baggage of your youth for a lifetime doesn't make you strong, it drags you down, weakening you more every day. I wanted to forget the things that happened to me; every bad occurrence. I practiced the art of forgetting, and pretended like it all was going to be all right. I accused others of being a liar, but it was me living a lie. I wasn't loyal to me!
Ephesians 2:10New International Version (NIV)
10 For we are God’s handiwork,created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
God's Word is true... so why is it that I wouldn't rely on God's Word? How could I not trust this truth? SMH... ridiculous right!?! God created me, knows me like none other, can protect me as I desired, can love me as I've always wanted... why would i allow anyone else to be in the position that was made for God, or for that matter anyone who desires His love. Loyalty had to be reserved for anyone who God has for me...
So now that I know where the problem lies... it's time to be present. I have to be present for me, I matter, I am important. I will not focus on what should have been, I will focus on what opportunities lie ahead. I will fix my future so that the world will open to my destiny. I am loyal to me! As scary as it seemed every day before now. I am excited about what this means. There are no limits. The best is yet to come.
